the coriolis effect

found in a book
C-
"I know you aren't into sharing toothbrushes-- but we share so much else-- my cup runneth over with joy! love, D

First thing our superviser says when we show him the card: "Oh...I hope they didn't have sex in the stacks."

My half-blockmate wrote this in the Crimson the other day. Reading it came on the heels of an acknowledged last of my own- last seminar reading I halfheartedly poked through, eyes drooping. appropriately enough, part of it was Saussure, signified/signifier stuff that yeah. a lot of last year (Saussure and part of Paradise Lost and some Lacan) But anyway.

"His first times are correlating, more or less, with my last times, but last times are not nearly as memorable or easy to recognize when they occur. I can remember the first time I stayed up talking so late that the birds were waking up as I went to bed, can remember my first snow at Harvard, when everyone piled out of the freshman dorms and into the Yard, shrieking. I am not sure when I went sledding for the last time on the MAC quad, although it must have been sometime late this winter. In any event, it was not accompanied by the same exhilaration of the first time we went sledding there, when we discovered that if you run really fast across the parking lot before jumping on a snow tube, the gentle slope at the north end of the quad makes a passable sledding hill.
There are, of course, well-marked lasts during one’s senior year: Commencement, Senior Week, and the Last Chance Dance, among other things, all make our leaving this place a self-conscious act. But it is the smaller lasts, the ones that slip away unnoticed, that break my heart when I think about them—because it is the small things that fill our lives here. I have a single now, which means I can never again bitch to my blockmates about having been sexiled; my last chance to comp anything has gone by. My last campus job is the one I am now working. I am enrolled in my last undergraduate classes. Probably the worst thing about this elegiac mode is that it precludes new beginnings. There is no sense in marking promising classes that we have not yet taken in the course catalog. There is no sense in admiring rooms that you no longer have a chance to win in the housing lottery. Senior year is like a series of doors closing, quietly and implacably, behind us.
There may be advantages to not knowing when we do things for the last time. We would, I think, be paralyzed by the knowledge that we are hanging out with a given group of people for the last time, that we are attending our last sweaty room party, that we have heard our last painfully moronic section discussion. Nostalgia and regret make a deadly cocktail. Over beers Friday night, a roommate and I lamented how quickly time seemed to be slipping away from us, lamented the time lost sleeping when each of our remaining hours seems precious. And then—for what will, with any luck, not be the last time—we went out."- P.K.

wonderful lightning fast princeton/new york trip, to run away and run toward and renew, etc.
the new doves cd:
"To weather it all/To come out the other side/With the moon all high/I'll see you on the other side/So come out the other side"

"But it is human to search, from lure to lure, for a life that is at last autonomous and authentic"- Georges Bataille

a little story:
dr immigrations officer: how did you learn spanish?
me: my mom's dominican...
drio: no way...where is your boyfriend from?
me: uh...don't have one?
drio: why not?
me:
drio: well, if you ever want one, you can find me right here....
uh-huh

and thus begins immortality...

// posted by Flora @ 4/13/2005 11:15:00 PM

I vacillate between being really happy with SENIOR SPRING and feeling like I'm going to implode. princessidasincityjordanhallmastersdinnerseniorbarmobydavehollandsingcityseniorbarredpartyeleganzaartsfirst ...etc. Cambridge in springtime can be a beautiful place. I may just escape to New York.

"Le silence est le meme/ Dans toutes les langues, le meme/ Des mots que l'on ne seme pas/ Partout ou le silence est roi" - Paris Combo

After nine days of 37 girls, my little dorm room is quiet, oh so quiet, if not entirely lonely. I have F. Jameson's Postmodernism to keep me company, after all:

"If there is any realism left here, it is a 'realism' that is meant to derive from the shock of grasping that confinement and of slowly becoming aware of a new and original historical situation in which we are condemned to seek History by way of our own pop images and simulacra of that history, which itself remains forever out of reach."

Things we learned about Georgia:
-Five Points and little Five Points not only are not the same thing, they are not at the same Marta stop.
-All the skepticism about Atlanta cabs is warrented, esp. after two (the buddy system?) cabbies openly admitted having no idea how to drive two girls home, then (after making it there) got their car stuck in a ditch backing out of the driveway, and then 1) asked to take shelter in the house (they were female, at least) and 2) after refusing to produce i.d. said never mind, we'll sleep in the car- and did.
-artillery punch....eeps. 3/4 alcohol and you can't taste it (or so they said)
- Coca-Cola World is the most genuinely entertaining monument to propaganda ever

next stop, Poland...